My Sweet 17..

28th January 2010

today is my birthday..
im suppose to be happy but i dunno why dat i dont have dat kind of feeling at alll..
at first was really sweet.. but now i dunno how to describe it anymore..
i think it was because of whenever its my birthday, something sure happen..
like last yr, i fall sick.. very teruk some more.. haizz..
thanks to those dat wishes me.. im happy bout dat..
ee-lin remembers my birthday.. ahhaa..
and yan mei, every yr also she wil give me stuff..
this yr, she gave me a book full of wishes..
i like it very much..
THANKS YAN MEI!!
n this is also the first time dat my mom actually gave me a present..
mom gave me a necklace..
dad gave me RM50..
haha..
eunice, i think she kinda forgot.. but most of the ppl out of a sudden remember to wish me during recess.. haha..
ying ying and maril pula buy me a piece of cake which cost RM4!!
thanks to them.. n hooi ping too.. for the cocopie.. haha..
THANKS EVERYONE!!
i appreciate it a lot..

TRAGIC!!

20th January 2010

why the world becoming like this?? or is it anything wrong with this yr?? why everyone is like going one by one?? one after another..

this is the questions dat i had asked myself a lot of times..
its only the beginning of january, n a lot of stuff happened..
the worst tragedy ever...
6 ppl died. 1 teacher, 5 students...
all from CLHS.
it was really shocking for everyone when they got to know bout it..
im one of them..
especially i know one of them.. Brendon Yeoh..
i knew him as i remembered from CLHS installation or PCGHS installation.
probably, we just smile at each other before..
we dont even have a proper talk..
dats wat i regret right now..
n yesterday, Tuesday, was supposed to go with yan mei, siu yee and poh yi to brendon's funeral..
but my parents dont allow..
i really feel guilty bout it.. n very regret dat i cant even attend their funeral..
especially when i know dat person..
n today, its the last day for yi zhang's funeral..
wanted to go but school finish at 2.30..
if i go also pointless..
haizzzzz..
all the scouts, guides and rangers will be there..
how i wish i can be there.. T.T

rest in peace!!!!

Jason Ch'ng, Yi Zhang, Brendon, Zi Jun, Yong Xiang

may GOD bless u guys...